2024年12月20日 · in my mind find the strangest answers—in the laughter—in the laughter do not ask...no I begged, like a child...for something to give —Live— for a favor if you are unable to die I asked for a gift—HE CUT OFF MY WRISTS—told me to Write Trite what I wrote before I prayed was trite not worth...

2024年12月31日 · That, my entire life leading up to this was a myriad of distractions, no less than a half-hearted attempt to live. And this would make me admit defeat. And it would make me pathetic. And it would make me afraid. Austin, I am filled with hatred. I am reminded of the bitter nature of being man. I question everything I thought to be secure in my ...

2025年1月11日 · You wouldn't recognize the wild-eyed, wild-haired woman I was in 2005, when the fearlessness in me skyrocketed up my spine. Everything was sublime and the passion in me spread to everything I wrote and said. It was snowing then too, when I met you. You, who have been in my heart ever since...

2025年1月3日 · changes everything, and a path diverges a thousand times over. Choices unfold into echoes, like mirrors reflecting themselves, a corridor of chain reactions infinitely deep, doors in all directions, different destinations. A smile exchanged in a crowd, a question unasked, yes or no, left or right, a tearful goodbye on a rainy Tuesday afternoon.

2024年12月17日 · with a noose around my neck Twitching in my fingers, grasping for breath I saw before me drawn the curtains of the Universe and the play called Existence Gazing from my perch high above everything that is, upon the Beginning the Middle and the End These things and nothings do not lend themselves to words, they would seem to you but ramblings of ...

2024年12月14日 · Will I have emptied the cardboard boxes left by my mother. everything including xerox copies of all the letters she sent to friends stocks and bonds she, years ago, cashed in, bank statements well past the tax demands of seven years? Seven years. once thought to be the rate at which a living body

2024年12月5日 · Oh, crimson tide, you come unbidden, like heartbeat rhythm older than stone You paint my days in aching hues of red, turning my insides inside-out, fierce reminder of life’s power, coiled and waiting. Your periodic presence, a clever muse, inspiring strange cravings, warm blankets, dark...

2025年1月25日 · Wisdom tells me I am nothing. Love tells me I am everything. Between the two my life flows. ~ Nisargadatta When the heart chakra merges with the crown chakra it doesn't matter to the sea how wet the clouds are nor Duthe mountains how near the horizon. The shaking aspen forest hides the Magritte rider. I wink triumphantly.

2019年6月3日 · I am analyzing my corpse. Everything still moves, change. Everything is moving around the center-point of everything, and I see everything in everything. And the still arrow soars through it’s sky. Daytime, night, time flys on one indescribable love. …

2024年1月9日 · ANXIETY'S A BITCH Anxiety's a bitch sabotages everything I do whether it be my relationship or my job or my friendships it fucks everything up My brain's on fire with possibilities Social situations are tough I'm alway unsure whether I've …